200th Post

finally, it is the 200th post of my blog.. I wish to use Chinese to continue my blog... hope everyone enjoy it... :)

不知不觉, 现在已踏入2010年了. 不知多久我没有上来更新我的网记.

所以, 趁现在有空, 就更新一下.

其实, 我想趁这个机会, 想对一些朋友们, 说声谢谢... 我将名字依造英文字母排列, 并不是在我心中的地位排名的...

Alex - 不知不觉, 我们已认识了半年... 在这短时间里, 我们变成了很好的朋友... 还与bosco, wilson, 和flora 组成一个group of five...

Alvin - 虽然不是很了解你, 但是从Bosco认识你, 蛮nice的, 你好可爱哦... :)

Bosco - 认识你已经一年了... 记得我们的相遇是在Fisher 的 comment room, 没有记错的话, 是 15.2.2009 吧.. 看, 我的记性多好... XD 谢谢你的照顾... 还记得我哭的时候, 都是你在安慰我.. 然后, 我们都和朋友们, 尤其group of five, 经历了很多.. 回忆, 永远回在我们的心中..

Chelsea - 你是位称职的Alex女朋友.. :) 祝福你们... :)

CheeYang - 在 HSC 里才开始要和你熟, 你就去INTI Nilai 读书了... 去年在Alumni Night 见你以后, 不知道几时才会见到你了... 很快的, 你也要去美国升学了... 有点不舍得...

Chia Min - 喜欢pink的你, 总是离不开pink的... 哈哈!!! 要快快找一个姐夫给我啊...!! XD

Flora - 虽然我们的相遇是很短的时间... 但是我们都经历了很多... 而且, 我们从没想过会遇到彼此.. 很开心地拥有你这个姐姐...

HongLee - LOL..!! 依然记得kheng kai 去我们的班找你, 然后, 我就叫你 "hong lee, 你的老婆找你.. 哈哈..!!

Jia Lin - 认识你这个adik呢, 是你form 3, 我form 4 的事 .. 我们都有共同的爱好, 共同的话题... 每次都是我们两者之间的秘密... 而且, 我们的情况有时都一样的.. 共同的毛病... 哈哈...!!

Karen - 谢谢你的帮忙, 我才能顺利的离开这里都外国求学... 而且, 我每次都麻烦到你... 很不好意思... 非常谢谢你的帮忙... :)

Kevin - 没有记错的话, 我是认识你和alvin一起的... 我还记得那碗"开心乐园"... 你说吃了会开心... 其实是你的话弄我 笑.. 哈哈...!! 还有新年前夕的搞笑话题, 结果被我几十句的'顶你'回应你的话题.. 哈哈~~

Kenny - zhai ah zhai... 几时才有女朋友?? 哈哈..!!

KhengKai - 几时要跟mdm leela 约会呀?? XD

LiTee - 非常感谢你一直以来的帮忙与支持... 虽然HSC之后, 我们并不能常见面了.. 而且和weeifoong和wanlu很久都没有4个女生聚在一起.. 希望未来的我们, 会再有聚在一起的时间...

4位姐姐, MinEe, MinYik, MinMin and MinLee - 有你们当我的姐姐, 是最幸福的事... :) 谢谢你们的照顾...

Nicholas - 我们大概认识3年了吧?? 哈哈?? 觉得你人很好咯... 还有很多都不知要如何说...

OonKheng (OK) - 很开心的能认识到 .. 能认识你, 我感到非常幸运... 有你这位朋友, 能让我非常安心.. :) 看到你的smiley face, 我不开心都会变到开心... 哈哈!!! 才知道你自己的影响力很大了...!!! 哈哈!!!

PengHooi - 每次都被我欺负.. 哈哈..!! 但是你蛮nice的... 在学业上帮了我不少.. 当我欺负你时会害我感到不安.. 哈哈~~

Shiong Qi - 你这个瓜呢.. 要加油加油哦... 你能做到的.. 别担心太多... 不知几时才能见你和其他人了... 我们好像很久没有去QB了.. 哈哈..!! 不知道QB会想念我们吗.. lol..!!! 很废吧... 哈哈..!!

SongQiang - 好久没有听你的毒舌话了.. 哈哈..!! 好怀念哦..!! 最近的你怎样?? 好就没见面了.. 几时有空啊?? 一定要见了面才可以回去布里斯本啊!! 哈哈..!!

WanLu - Know you since HSC... our meimei yet WeiRen's wife.. haha..!! luckily I can meet you in Airport before you depart to Brunei from Penang.. so sad that 4 of us are hard to meet again.. but, our spirit of 4 of us will never die.. always in our deeper heart... :)

WeiRen - 是在1.4.2008认识你的.. 对吗?? 哈哈..!! 我的记性可是很好的哦..!!XD

WeiXue - 最近怎样了?? 有成功吗?? 要加油哦!!

WeeiFoong - girl, how are you lately?? so sad that we can't meet anymore.. hope to see you so much.. haiz... soon, you will go Scotland soon.. must give me your contact number at there.. if I got a chance to there to visit my uncle, I will go there to visit you, ok?? miss you so much.. hope 4 of us will meet together soon.. stay in 1 room and talk non stop.. T_T

Wilson - Q太郎, 技安, 曾志伟, 如花~~~ 还有什么呢?? 别打我.. 只是想起你, 才想到这些名字.. 谢谢你的帮忙... 在学业上, 你帮了我很多... 谢谢哦!!! :) 快快找一个女朋友啦... XD

YitNing - 认识你是在化学课堂上.. 那时我们都不知道大家都是来字penang... 结果一问, 才知道大家都是penang gang.. haha...!!

YinYin - 我们有多久没见面了.. 说话也越来越少了... 而且也开始生疏了... 但是, 你永远是我的好朋友, 好姐妹.. 想念你... :(

可能我忽略了一些人, 一时的兴起才上来写这篇网记. 如果我记得的话, 我会补回...

18.12.09

今天, 对我而言, 是蛮充实的一天...

今天突然需要处理手信的问题, 所以要去东去西...

手信, 也准备七七八八了...

但是, 相信, 自己很难有机会去准备手信的问题...

至少一年有一次的训练, 相信也足够应付...

明天, 将也是充实的一天...

明天早上, 将会去酒店参加二姐的婚礼...

自己本身的问题例如礼服也都准备好了...

明天之后, 就要赶快的准备好后天要去香港旅行的事了...

行李也只是准备好一半而已...

不管了...

可能会随便挤几件衣服吧...

但是, 相信父母都不会允许吧, 因为是不礼貌的...

三姐昨天回到了...

看到Mira与Kaden...

Kaden对我好生疏...

可能他没有看过我, 所以要他一时间接受我也是很难的事...

Mira呢, 还是那么的美丽可爱... 也很大方得体... :)

最近看到一些东西, 好可爱呢, 有点心动想买它起来...

但是, 不便宜... :(

指甲, 最终也没有去增长...

因为所需的时间很长, 懒惰坐在那不动...

而且, 自己的指甲也开始长了...

所以, 明天呢, 只搽指甲油就可以了...

因为, 套litee的话, 简单就是美...

所以, 明天之后, 要约我出去的朋友呢, 要等我回来后才能出去了...

朋友们, 我将会在20th Dec 离开Penang, 然后3rd Jan 会回到Penang... :)

祝你们有个愉快的圣诞节及新年...

在远方的我也是会想念你们的... :)

最后, 也想在此祝二姐及二姐夫新婚快乐...

瑞琪妹妹在此献上祝福... :)

不会再闹撒娇了, 因为你不喜欢... :)

13.12.09

it's midnight now...

so quiet and lonely...

everyone is sleeping while I'm sitting at the front of my laptop, looking at the screen, hand typing on the keypad -- blogging...

in last few days, I found something "interesting"

try not to hurt people, end up, hurt by those people...

feels that gonna to lost someone soon...

it's hurt... very very hurt...

the pain, no one will understand...

someone had left me alone for few days...

thought that he gonna to be with me...

end up, gonna to lost him soon...

someone had left me alone for few days...

he never find me at all after I did not reply his message in MSN immediately...

what was he thinking at that moment?

facing many things after I back to Penang...

I not really like to talk something I dislike...

once anyone talk to me with any topic I dislike, I will start to stare on he or she...

I am so sad that, 'someone' keep hurting me whereas I did not done anything bad to 'someone'...

I'm the person that never go to care so much...

just, something that may hurt me, I will revenge...

but, most of the time, I never choose to revenge...

I never say anything, do not mean I not care.

I never say anything, do not mean I am loser.

I never say anything, do not mean I am nothing.

think of someone may leave me soon, hurt will be in my heart forever...

think of someone may leave me soon, hurt will bring me to somewhere again...

hurt, it's hurt...

21.11.09

其实, 此刻的心情, 我实在是不会形容...

还有2天, Bosco 与 Kirus 要来了...
还有3天, OK 的生日...
还有6天, 成绩要出来了...

心情七上八下的...

最近没有什么特别的事, 不是逛街, 就是读小说...
至少有看一部电影...
至少有2次出去...
其他时间, 自己本身一回来, 就很会睡... 然后在家看戏或读书...

行李依然被我抛弃一旁
还是没有心情去整理

最近的自己, 感觉很怪...
竟然会告诉自己的母亲曾经喜欢谁!!
还好, 她没有什么表示...
她只是说:
"if you want to have a relationship with a guy, make sure you can handle you study at the same time... you are always a little kid in my heart..."
对, 我只是一个小孩...
一个永远长在温室中的小花...
父母手中的掌上明珠...

至少, 自己还明白与清楚自己做什么...
就可以了, 是吗??

算了, 什么都不想, 什么都不想做在这一刻...

if you think what you did is good for me, I will be very appreciate it... but, sometimes too over, will make me hate you more...

20.11.09

yesterday whole day was kinda busy...

morning until afternoon, accompany mum claimed something back.. rush for whole day, finally we are done with the claim...

evening onwards, together with OK... we went to watch 2012... a nice movie...

before that, shopping with mum at QueensBay to get some clothe, end up, only get a skirt and a jean... but it is enough for me...


then, went to Dragon-i for dinner... I miss 小笼包 so much!!! *YUMMY* :)

after dinner, get a call from OK that he was reach at QB, on the way up to cinema...

omg.. long time no see, OK... haha...!! and he was wearing formal wear!!! yes, finally got chance to see him wear formal wear.. haha...!!! he looked mature with forml wear, but looked like a kid when he is smiling... haha..!! so cute XD

I think this is the first time I watch movie with him.. but, I think my image to him, already spoiled more than last time, because I was very nervous and shout a bit when the movie is at 高潮... haha~~!!

well, the comment for this movie from we 2 is nice, just got a little bit 夸张... the sound effect very nice... some parts were very touching and some were very funny... haha...!!!

is a nice time to see him yesterday... whereas did not talk lot... but is a good meeting after july meeting...

but, OK will be very busy because of intenship... sienz~~~

no one accompany me at this moment...

must wait for Bosco and Kirus come to Penang on next week...

argh~~~

Bosco!!! quickly come!!! I'm bored now!!! XD

miss you so much le... fast fast come!!! :P

有时, 不要太低估我... 不回复. 不代表什么...

19.11.09

如果爱情可以用时间衡量, 那不会有人在为爱情烦恼.





感情的长久, 是有一棵心去衡量的.


一棵心, 要很用心的去照顾.


疏忽大照顾, 分分钟可能会让那棵心受伤害.






当爱情升华成亲情, 请别误会他/她不再爱你.


一段感情能升华, 是靠两方的努力.





当感情升华, 男生会有点开始疏忽, 请你原谅男生的疏忽.


有时, 男生为了家庭, 疏忽了你的心, 体谅他, 当他身后的女人, 给他无限的支持.


他, 会非常感激你.





一段感情, 很难会有对与错.


吵架时, 双方都有自己的对与错.


喊, 只会把双方的心的距离拉远.


为何, 不坐下, 冷静一下再谈呢?





失去的爱情, 就让它去吧.


无需再拖拖拉拉了, 这样一来, 自己把伤害减低.


把一段过去的爱情深埋在心, 只会证实曾经的伤害依然在你心里, 你依然还念念不忘.


难熬的, 只有自己, 不是过去的他/她.

10.11.09

today, go to city...
together with Bosco, Wilson, Flora, Alex, Kirus, LJ, XinLong, Bill and Jessica...

did something in the city...
meet somebody in the city...

keep thinking on something...

release the stress in my heart for few days...

just reliase that,
I gonna lost myself soon...
I gonna lost my target soon...

there is still many secret in my deeper heart...
hope I can sound it out... scream it out... scream loudly...

but, when something goes still this situation...
nothing to get it back...
no point to get it back...

give up...
let go...

heart and brain keep blamming on each other...

but, it's too late...


我, 又爱上不该爱的人...
放弃你, 是我该做的...
除非, 你也爱上我...
但是, 我知道一切都是幻想...